what the hell should i write here

i want to write something to improve my english, ofcourse even want to share views over web. whenever i write something, i only use to save as draft. next time when i come here, i make modifications to the draft and think that something more needs to be added and will keep that pending without posting
i want to write something today, my ultimate aim is to post something, english might be bad or there is no matter, or there are no views. It has to happen today
what might be going wrong with me? what is stopping me from blogging? i want to become a good writer. I have many thoughts, i want to express
anyway from today i will start blogging. i know this is a beautiful way to start blogging.
keep Suggesting me viewers. i will introduce myself in the next blog. Thanks for being patient

Sudhie