Port City trip

May it be the Rushikonda Beach Or Bhemunipatnam which has got Beautiful site of red sand and shallow waters of unending beach Or Kailash Giri, which presents the fantastic site of the city Or Ramakrishna beach at the heart of the city pulling crowds. Summing up vizag fascinated me at its best, not only me...many many people will have the same feeling. It has got all charisma to attract tourists.
When it comes to my trip. I enjoyed the trip to the max. we were 10 heading towards vizag from capital city to attend the marraige of our friend. we were all friends in discussion boards(Tollywoodinfo.com). i never met some of the people over there. i had a small feeling at the starting point of the trip that i may not enjoy the trip, but every thought washed away with the beautiful company of my fnds. Hats off to them. we played cards, Tambola...Ofcourse i havent missed my regular habit of sleeping. when we reached vizag in the morning, our fnd received us and we went to hotel. we played cricket match, where we lost the match and afternoon we headed towards beach, where we enjoyed boating...we had few nice pics...we saw few cute girls and we had few healthy discussions...we rocked vizag streets with the song parare parare from stalin, as we were all Mega Fans. In the night, we had scotch, we came on to the floors..next day morning, we saw khatarnak movie in Leela Mahal Theater(very old one), i regret to say, movie is very bad. We headed towards R.K.Beach in the afternoon, as it is afternoon, we missed colouring..no cute girls :(. Next comes harbour, Kani mariyamma church(pardon me, i dont know the exact name of that temple), where we can have fantastic view of one of the longest ports in the east, a hill cutting sea...everything everything is awesome....vizag rocks !!!. i got into volvo along with my fnds, which is a bad journey, because of the factors...
1. leaving vizag or have to go to office in the morning
2. bad movie in the bus(justice chowdary [:( ])

Missing Part - I Contd

Hmm.. well 4th class is an eye opener. I should not lie, but can I bunk the school and enjoy the nature, yes I can. I am on my way to school. Lift please lift please.
one person, with whom I use to play cricket, very much elder stopped and asked me to get in.
I asked him, where are you going?
I am not going to school now, I will drop this bag in my friend’s house and thereafter will go to ground to see cricket match.
hmm.. interesting
He asked me, are you interested?
As a typical Indian, I said, no no, I cannot bunk the school
you will have fun there and nobody knows that you are in ground and not in school.
as I am not self motivated to go to school, at last I accepted.
I also dropped the bag there, we both headed towards ground.
Cricket match was going on and we were in the encouragement team. Honestly, I didn’t know, whom I am supporting also.
its afternoon now, shall we make a move to movie? He said
movieeeeeeeeeeeee. I am fascinated, but a small fear, somebody would see.
atlast went to movie, movie was full of fun and I enjoyed the stay out of school.
after few days without his help, I started bunking school. It was a nice improvement from my side, moving ahead without others support. No exams, no progress cards. I couldn’t notice that a volcano is backing up me. Slowly a bad impression prevailed in my house. I was under the impression that, am playing safe game. At last volcano broke out.
In the next scene, I was sitting in a local school, where school strength is equal to my class strength in previous school. I could feel shy about the things happened, but I had a feeling that I have to roar back again, I started working hard and was well setback .
I joined Nagarjuna school to complete my 10th standard. I never gave room to anything bad in my 10th, but I know I will step into something mischievous.
Yes, I did it. This time, in a trap of girl. Again finish…finish…finish…
We were good friends. We had a book interchange, knowledge transfer, combined studies. Can be called professional friends. In my intermediate 1st year, I went to her school(she was 10th ). I asked her to come out.
She refused and said, we will talk in the evening, come to home.
I said no, we need to talk here
But what is that? She said
“that is the reason I am calling you” I saidok,
please complete the topic as soon as possible.at that time,
I started thinking again, is this necessary? I thought its unnecessary.
But she is putting pressure, tell me the matter. I thought, we can throw a stone, let me express her. If love ok, if not then also, we can make friend ship
I said something, which I don’t remember exactly. But somehow I expressed her.
She left saying that “ I didn’t expect this from you” .
evening, I went to her and I thought of asking feedback.
But when I reached her house, situation is different. I changed my mind and started requesting her, not to reveal this to your parents. Please please please.
But the worst part is she already revealed that.
I slowly left her home before her dad arrives.
From that day, we never talked to each other. end for love story – I in my life. This is an end of my school life, I haven’t covered my school friends and all because, I never maintained proper flow and I never had good friends. But kahani mein twist, fresh life started in Intermediate. though I did many mischievous things while I am at school, I am proud that I molded every incident in such a way that helps my future. I never looked back again and I never committed such mistakes. i rarely lie.

Missing Part - I

My Schooling,
In 1987, I attended the National high school and started LKG, I remember my first teacher name, alfosamma. She was really a good teacher to start with and of course I am really a good student at that time. I was there for 2 years and was there only because, I cannot go to distant places at that age. In 1989, I joined New Angels English medium school, which is one of the premier schools, good friends, good teachers, good environment. Everything went good till 1992, when I came to fourth standard. Listen what happened at that time, I got really good marks in all subjects except for social studies in which I scored 16 marks out of 100, this is not an acceptable score at my home. Some interesting idea knocked my mind, why cannot I edit the score in progress card, haa, this is a good idea. I went to a place where nobody could see me or even observe me, I did the manual correction from 16 to 76. I saw the rank column blank, I thought why should it be blank, lets fill it up as second rank 2.
I went to my home jumping with my progress card, I could see glow on my mom’s face and my mom started sharing with some of my relatives ( we were joint family). At last a person found that something went wrong. I am almost surprised, how come he found that. Many thoughts surrounded my mind, did I use any other color ink or did I marked something wrong ? all the way frustration growing. Conversation went like this
there is some 60 marks difference in the total he got and total in progress
Mom : lets go to teacher and ask, this difference may change the rank
Finish….Finish….Finish….as my brother was in the same school. He was asked to approach teacher. teacher initially thought, that is her mistake, but my rank explained teacher the situation. I don’t know all these, evening teacher called me at 4:30 (ending hour) and asked me to kneel down for 2 more hours. I could see everybody going out. For 2 hours, I was there like that. I didn’t even had a thought that teacher has already left and I can leave. This was like an eye opener for me. I understood that both honest fellow and a liar always will have a treatment, but for liar, a little more. I tried to kick out the liar from me , but didn’t happen. At seventh class, an incident knocked my life again.
Will update that in next blog
Regards
Sudhie

dad's wish

Raghav is a middle-aged accounts manager for a government firm. Raghav lives with his wife vasanthi, 8 year old son and his loving father murthy . Except for his spectacles, Raghav looks as a new fashioned guy. Raghav is neither an orthodox nor a heterodox guy. Raghav is not a planned guy, never keeps an eye on future. Until the things surround his head, never takes care of them.
One Sunday early in the morning, murthy speaking to raghav,
Son, can you take me to temple today and spend some time for 2 hours there with me and lets arrange food for poor people today
Pops, but I have promised to take my wife and child to ocean park today and from there to movie. You are also coming with us
Son, I am sorry to disturb you, but I want to do it today
Vasanthi sighed to raghav, let’s go,
Murthy was happy to see the gesture of his niece,
Voice from the back, dad, your papa want to go to temple, you and your wife happily accepted, but what about me.
Vasanthi to kid, forgive us for today dear, we will go next time for sure. Common get ready lets go to temple.
Young fellow, not convinced, it took them one hour to convince this fellow where atlast they offered him a movie for that day.
While coming out from temple, raghav to murthy,
Pops, it seems it has become tough for you to walk, let’s go to a shop and buy a walking stick
Son, it’s time for me to take a break, drop me at the home and take your lad to movie, don’t waste time. and more over, I have got one another desire, after my death, never complete rituals partially and leave them like that. I am a very tough guy.
Pops, for god sake, don’t use such words, come lets go home
Raghav went for a movie along with his wife and child, enjoyed the movie and came home
For his surprise, murthy is dead, raghav’s loving dad is no more. Raghav is weeping, but something more than his dad’s death is revolving around his head, his dad’s words, he don’t understand how come his dad predicted his death. It all completed, rituals were done and it is over.
It was an audit time, raghav being an accounts head had to spent much time, security came to raghav
Sir, its 11.00, I am sorry to say, I have to take break.
It will take another 40-50 minutes to complete this work, if you think, it’s time for you to leave, please take break. I will be early to office tomorrow and I will get the office keys with me early in the morning
Thank you sir, I am moving
Raghav was working alone, he is filling the book with his blue ink pen. Suddenly power is down and raghav dropped his pen and started thinking, how come his dad predicted his own death. Suddenly a scream from back trembled raghav. He pushed all his documents and chair back and turned back to see what it is, for his surprise, its murthy, he is weeping and saying raghav, you fool what I said and what you did
Raghav made all his nerves strong and said, pops what are you doing here?
Weeping sound became louder and louder. His nerves become week, he started screaming leave me, leave me for god sake, I have a wife and son. Please leave me. Sweat came out of raghav’s body. He is running, pushed the water filter. He is struggling for his survival. Suddenly power is on, raghav gave a long breathe. Packed up everything and left office
Vasanthi, what we haven’t done to pop, why was he weeping and saying, I did something wrong
Raghav, it must be your inner feeling, pop is no more, anyways lets approach doctor regarding this dear
Raghav and vasanthi approached doctor,
Doctor, what went wrong with me, I adore my dad, I did a lot for him, I never refused to satisfy any of his desire. When I am single, I can listen him weeping, saying something, something is wrong with me now-a-day
Raghav, your pops death might have come as a sudden surprise for you, am I right
Yes doctor, but
Raghav, nothing to fear about, we understand as we see many cases of mental and emotional disorders here. I can give medicines for a course of time and I suggest you coming here for regular treatment for a month time.
Raghav has undergone treatment and he is fine now. Everything went happily for 3 months. After that, one day, raghav was feeling bad and couldn’t go to office on that day. Vasanthi went to market to buy vegetables and his lad to school.
Raghav woke up from bed, took coffee and went to bed again. Raghav went into a deep sleep.
Raghav can hear somebody whispering around him, he was good and was just feeling bit lazy in the morning.
Am I dead? If yes, then why am I able to hear all these voices. If not, why are they talking like that? Suddenly a voice broke out. Come to me my son, raghav turned
Pop, you again, what are you doing here, why are you behind me. I said you something, you couldn’t complete it and now you are here. You will never be able to complete and I will stay here forever, you fool, you are killing me after my death. But pop, what is that I haven’t did and how come I am dead. Suddenly another voice shouted, common get up raghav, common. Raghav opened his eyes, its vasanthi
It happened again dear, what the hell is wrong with me?
They approached doctor again,
Raghav, what did your pop say,
Doctor, he is saying, I couldn’t do something as per his wish
Raghav, can you recollect something you couldn’t do to your dad
Doctor, I did everything, except on the last day, I could not do some rituals which my dad reminded me even on his last day
Raghav, spiritual writings and sayings are not to see and listen. They are meant to be followed. Common thing for me and you is performing spiritual rituals properly. It affects you and me both badly. Doctors found unique solution for many diseases but never tried to edit spiritual writings and never expressed negative thought about them. Please do follow them all and perform all of them properly and come to me in case of any problem.
After an year, on a Sunday, raghav was reading a book, a sudden voice came from behind, raghav was really shocked and to his surprise, it was his little lad and wife playing with him. He took his wife and lad into his hand and spent a happy life as before from there

Myself

I am Sudhie
Working for an MNC(S/w Side...SQL DBA)
BTech Graduate
planning to become a director, as a part of that wanna improve writing skills a lot.and also want to improve, powerful way of expressing my thoughts.
we will not have much work here, in the worst cases, it happens that we are busy. So am planning to take advantage of this time, because i dont know whether i can get off the work in the future or not.
I am planning my blogs in this way,
Will start with my schooling
followed by college days
Job Search days
next Company days(though less but some thing interesting)
next will be followed by narration of little stories

Sudhie

what the hell should i write here

i want to write something to improve my english, ofcourse even want to share views over web. whenever i write something, i only use to save as draft. next time when i come here, i make modifications to the draft and think that something more needs to be added and will keep that pending without posting
i want to write something today, my ultimate aim is to post something, english might be bad or there is no matter, or there are no views. It has to happen today
what might be going wrong with me? what is stopping me from blogging? i want to become a good writer. I have many thoughts, i want to express
anyway from today i will start blogging. i know this is a beautiful way to start blogging.
keep Suggesting me viewers. i will introduce myself in the next blog. Thanks for being patient

Sudhie